Edit 10/14/22:
Content warning -
If you choose to read on, this post details an experience of a sexual interaction with a spirit. I do not condone this and realize at this point, that as loving and beautiful as it seemed at the time and as "special" as it made me feel, ultimately this experience was demonic. I fully regret this experience and I advise against engaging in this.
Earlier today I took a 30 minute nap before getting ready to go out. I had my alarm set so I wouldn't oversleep, and during the 9 minutes the snooze button gives me between it's annoying buzzing, I had a rather strange experience. I was in that half-asleep state of consciousness and aware of my physical body lying in my bed. Slightly startled at first, I realized that it felt like I was being held by someone and I couldn't move my body. Very quickly, that tension dissipated because I felt it was a loving embrace and I sank into it. I still had my eyes mostly closed and didn't want to open them fully yet because I was afraid that I would lose the sensations in that state of consciousness.
I let the feeling happen. It was a familiar presence. I felt the energy of this being on top of me...gently touching my skin... holding my face and kissing my neck. I tilted my head back and felt slow, passionate kisses from my neck to my lips. His body contoured to mine perfectly and we moved like waves. I asked him (not verbally) to make love to me. I felt our ethereal bodies going through the motions of making love, but my physical body was not moving. It's hard to explain this sensation, but when I felt him enter me, the feeling was coming from WITHIN ME. It wasn't like physical sex at all... it was like merging with pure love. This didn't last long, however. As soon as we started, a female voice began speaking monotonously like reading instructions over an intercom and all I remember hearing were the words "eternal damnation". I think I asked him what she was saying, but he stopped and I felt sad. I think it's something he is not supposed to do when interacting with the physical realm, so maybe it was a warning. He left soon after and when he did, I opened my eyes.
I'm not sure what to make of this, but it felt real. It wasn't until after I had been out and about for an hour or so that I started to doubt it was an astral experience and that it maybe was just a dream. I've never really felt anything like it. I have been opening back up to connecting with my guides again lately, and I imagine that this familiar spirit might be the same one who always seems to come up in my visions.
